My Future

So here is my life so far! I'm 21 y.o. and I'm a senior in college! I'm supposed to graduate in December, but I'm holding out until May just because I'm not ready to enter the real world. I guess you can say I have a fear of failing! I plan to go straight to graduate school, but I'm not sure where, I want to get my Master's in Business and Doctorate's in Spanish. Any who, I continue to surprise my parents everyday with accomplishments that I've made, and I must say they are very proud. I've always been a good kid and has done whatever my parents ask of me, but as I step out into the real world, do I follow my dreams, or do what my parents think is best for me. I'm a very accomplished black female with a lot going for me, and I plan on being very successful. My dad has passed down his real estate business to me, so now I'm operating and running that, I also own a few houses for myself. It's very profitable and I see myself being very successful in it. In my future, I don't want to be rich, and I don't want to live in the biggest house or drive the fanciest cars, I want to be comfortable, with a great husband who compliments me and I compliment him as well and we can work together as a team not the master type servant thing. I see my husband being a very spiritual man and likes to attend church, a man who will be a provider and a nurturer, someone who is strong yet sensitive and knows how to communicate with me effectively. I see us having four amazing kids (3 boys and a girl), and being a happy family. I'm not going to go into detail with my wedding, I'll leave somethings for St. Peter as my mom says :-). In my future I see myself as a teacher and business owner. From that I will be pretty successful, and I will be carrying on my dads legacy like he wants. The only thing is I would have to still live in New Bern and that's not what I really want to do, but it's a wise choice. I also see my future as a star lol, being an actress or a dancer. I've always wanted to dance, and I planned on going to Julliard, but my dad said I needed a real career, so I had to put that dream on hold. I've always saw myself as becoming someone famous and influential, and I'm just now realizing it may not be acting, singing or dancing, but a motivational speaker with my domestic violence program, hopefully when it takes off. As of right now my future is at a crossroads, but I think I will take the road less traveled a create my own destiny. :-)